i want to be beautiful yet i find myself struggling hard against the idea that i ought to be.  i dont think anyone should be criticized for what they wear or how they look.  trends revolting just designed to keep you buying things.  the idea of a flattering article of clothing is so blatantly manipulative its sickening.  the idea of what looks good changes all the time.  in trying to flatter your body all youre doing is following everyone like a dog.  its futile.

and i would like to question why this idea exists that a girl should look good.  from the time were small we learn the need.  show off your curves but stay slim have big boobs and a big butt and small everything else why is there a stereotype for an attractive female or an attractive male why should we ever decide that one type of person is beautiful and another ugly its not true stop believing it its not true i do not have to be thin i do not i do not

but at the same time i treat myself as an exception i must be thin i must i must i must

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